stinks! weighing in on a period day can really mess a girl up. i stayed within my points <really, i did!> and still…the ol’ extra 3 lbs. of menstruation stuck to me like glue! it’s not bad enough that we have to tend to it for 7 full days…now it’s punching me in the face on the scale! F-U, period weight! pick on someone you’re own size! okay, that made no sense but you know what i mean….
with one click of a button, all my thoughts are out there for the world to see. ha, i can only hope that the whole world would give a crap about my thoughts. sometimes i don’t even give a crap about my own thoughts. my brain is on overload…gotta empty it out first…that’s what i do on here…and in my books. i’m grateful that a few thousand people have bothered to even read the words i jot down. downright grateful. thank you, loyal followers!
Wow, time has flown by without me blogging at all! I wasn’t really on a fishing trip…duh! I guess my brain needed some time off. I do that sometimes. I have to shut it all down for a bit. I feel somewhat rejuvenated…not really, but it sounds good. I even lost a few pounds…okay, five to be exact. I lost five freakin’ pounds! Five pounds has nothin’ on me! I’m counting my points every time I pop something in my mouth. Not exactly the fun I was looking for, but it keeps me from shoveling it in like I usually do. Popping is better than shoveling, ya know?Maybe I should go fishing. Fishing sounds like a good time. Something to calm my nerves. How many points per fish?
that’s what people say. who are these people? not really sure, but it’s never me. i never say that. change is usually bad from my pessimistic point of view. although recently i see some changes coming that could be the turning point of all bad crap in the life of me. it’s my time, maybe? possibly. does everyone have their time? probably. wow, i just said something kind of optimistic…that’s change right there! i’m smiling inside! can you feel it? it’s a big smile in fact! my dad once told me that life is a scale. with the good, comes the bad. i kind of believe that. it seems to even out in the end. even steven is a-okay with me.
what exactly is the cut-off for saying HAPPY NEW YEAR! i’m pretty much over it after the second day. it’s not like we say happy thanksgiving five days after the big turkey has been consumed. what’s with this HAPPY NEW YEAR crap?? enough already! we get it…we ALL get it…no need to go on and on about it!
HAPPY NEW YEAR BTW!
so here we are…2012! wowee, i’m excited! all that promise for new things to happen, wash the old away and start at the beginning; all those resolutions to break! mine of course is always the same…to lose a few of these unwanted pounds. usually i give it a good go for about a week, but it’s january 3rd and i just finished off a box of whitman chocolates. the map made me do it. you know; the inside of the box that shows what each chocolate is. it’s so enticing, it’s so alluring! i devoured all those milk chocolate babies and left the dark one’s behind for the next resolution breaker. it’s a brotherhood of sorts i guess. we’re all in this together. happy 2012, peace love and chocolate!
for this holiday season i think i’ll just hit snooze. or maybe i’ll just take a do-over in a few months. with life being so crazy it seems that there’s just no time to celebrate…sad, almost pathetic really. i guess i’m the ultimate bah humbug. i see all the pretty lights, the trees, the dreidels and menorahs…i’m just not ready for it. is there anything wrong with doing the holiday on my time? march or april works better for me. snooze until then. sounds good. zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i was never the kind of person who CAN’T eat when stress hits. nope, not me. i eat…and eat…and eat. well, actually it’s more like SHOVEL, SHOVEL, SHOVEL. it makes all the hard stuff go away, right? yeah, i wish. it doesn’t change anything except for my waist size. ugh, i hate that part of the stress eating. it seems to me that you should get a weight gain pass if you’re going through something tough. if i was in charge i would give those passes out. for sure.
turkey day is a week away and i’m already salivating on the menu. i’m so looking forward to a delicious turkey with all the trimmings, potatoes, veggies (yup, really!), hot rolls (i know, i know!), pies, cakes and other fabulous goodies! can’t wait to see my family too…we love to fight on holidays…makes it very exciting…the drama, the tears, the laughs…the belly aches after eating. yay, turkey day! happy thanksgiving to us all!
ugh, i hate everyone and everything right now! i’m cranky and i want everyone to know it! i’m having a day where nothing is going right and even chocolate isn’t making everything okay! i should probably just put my head down and call it a day and just hope that tomorrow is better. it will be better. i always make it better. but sometimes things just SUCK! and today everything just SUCKS!