that’s what people say. who are these people? not really sure, but it’s never me. i never say that. change is usually bad from my pessimistic point of view. although recently i see some changes coming that could be the turning point of all bad crap in the life of me. it’s my time, maybe? possibly. does everyone have their time? probably. wow, i just said something kind of optimistic…that’s change right there! i’m smiling inside! can you feel it? it’s a big smile in fact! my dad once told me that life is a scale. with the good, comes the bad. i kind of believe that. it seems to even out in the end. even steven is a-okay with me.