i blame the clock. the clock tells me it’s a certain time, but the darkness outside says something else. i hate daylight savings time of year. it seems to control me. who made that decision in the first place? i think about these things, often. i think too much. this is the start of weather that makes me feel lazy…or just tired…nah, lazy. waking up in the dark is a crazy way to start the day. i guess i’ll have to start sleeping with the lights on.